My Boys

I feel so thankful for these two guys! I took these pictures of them this morning before church they looked so handsome in their matching outfits. Miah always gives me a hard time for making them match but they are just too cute and I can only get away with it for a little bit.

Update on baby #3

Results from the Ultra Sound weren't good the baby was measuring 6w3d with no heart beat and the sac was measuring 7w2d my OB thinks it was probably a Chromosome abnormality that stopped the babies progress sometime in the 6th week. I know there is no way I am that far behind as I got a positive pregnancy test at exactly 4 weeks pregnant and saw the babies empty sac at 6w. I will have one last ultrasound next Tuesday before scheduling a D&C I just need to be 100% sure. I am super sad but I have faith that this babies spirit is in loving arms! Thank you everyone for your support and prayers at this difficult time!

Test Results

My test results are in and my hcg is at 74,529 progesterone 17.9 both are good and well within the normal range. I am really hoping I am just not as far along as I think and my OB was so wrong and screwed up the US. We have another formal ultrasound with the nice big machien Tuesday at 11:45am keep us in your prayers!

Our Angel Baby

It looks like our third baby is an angel baby. He/She stopped growing two weeks ago and has no heartbeat. My heart is breaking I wish I had answers and closure right now we are stuck in limbo waiting for test results and for the doctor to tell me what happens next.

Merry Christmas

I tried taking some Christmas pics of the boys but It wasn't working Graham and I are both sick so I got tired and gave up. Here is what I got we will try again on Sunday.

Decorating the Tree

Here are my boys decorating the tree as you can see Garrett wouldn't wear pants and Graham got side tracked with Gus.

Historic downtown in Flagstaff, AZ

Garrett loves trains so this is where we stopped to stretch.

Cute things toddlers say....

Yesterday Garrett was looking through "Your pregnancy week by week" at the pictures of the babies hes been doing this a lot lately. Well he has a good memory becuase he opened up to 9 weeks picture and said "look mommy that's the baby in your tummy" and I said yep that's what the baby looks like. He then said "I need to hold it" When I told him he could hold the baby in 7 months his response "ooooo, but I will put it back when I'm done".

Baby Names

I know its early but I'm always thinking baby names right from the get go I usually end up changing my mind completely! Here are some names on our list well it's my list as Jeremiah says it's way to early to think about names we don't even know what we are having yet. If we are having a boy.... Middle name undecided Max, Cameron, Caden, Ethan, Jameson, Leyton, Parker, Preston, Ryland, Tayte, Symon, Greyson, Kaden and Austin If we are having a Girl... her middle name is ((Virginia)) Noelle, Presleigh, Brynn, Elyssa, Naomi, Kambrie, Gracie, Evelyn, Rylynn, Kayla, Hayden, Norah and Elsie

Results from the blood work

I'm pretty freaked out right now! I'm praying our little bean sticks! I'm starting on Progesterone supplement to hopefully bump my progesterone levels. CD30- HCG 74 Progesterone- 12.3 CD33- HCG 288 Progesterone- 12.7 CD42 HCG 5020 Progesterone- 12.2

Stressed

I had some blood work done after some spotting last week and my progesterone was on the lower end of the normal range but my HCG was doubling nicely. Yesterday I went back in for an ultra sound according to LMP I should be 5w6d pregnant but based off ovulation I'm 5w4d pregnant. The ultrasound tech saw a nice healthy looking gestational sack but no yolk sac inside it. She told me it could still be too early and I'm really hoping that's the case but I'm still freaking out a little. She told me my OB wasn't in yet but she thought it would be a good Idea if I took another blood test so I did and I'm sitting here waiting on the results. There is nothing worse than waiting on test results!! Call already!!!

We're Pregnant

I am spilling the good news! I just can't hold it in any longer I'm so impatient!! We are expecting our new bundle of joy July 15 but if this baby is like either of the others he/she (hoping for a she) will come early. Hoping for July 9th as it's my Grandma's and Cousins B-day.

Old Pictures

Here are some old pictures I never posted on here I keep my facebook updated but I don't do a good job updating my blog.

Sleeping on Turtle Love and Kitty Love

Graham was snuggling with Garrett's Turtle and his kitty and this is how he fell asleep.

Graham and I

Here is Graham on his 11 month Birthday. He is growing up way too fast!!

I'm a slacker

I know! I know! I have been slacking with my blog here are some pictures from the 4th of July. The boys had such a good time watching fireworks.

Graham is Walking

He started walking last week and he is becoming a walking pro. I can't get a video up because I can't seem to find my Charger I think Garrett hid it.

baby sister

The Hunt is on

Easter Egg Dying

Today for FHE we dyed Easter eggs. It was Garrett's first time dying eggs and he loved it!!! He did drop an egg or two which made the dogs very happy. I hope everyone has a Happy Easter Sunday!

Family Pictures

Taking family pictures didn't go as smooth as I thought it was going to. The weather was perfect out but Garrett wouldn't sit still, Graham got fussy and I couldn't figure out how to set my camera to a 20sec delay so I was stuck running into the pictures and getting situated in 10sec. I need to run down to the camera store and pic up a remote.

6 month Stats

Grahams 6 month stats Height: 27 1/4 inches- 75% Weight: 18lbs 5oz- 75% Head Cir: 46.5cm- 95% I wanted to compare them so here are Garrett's Height: 28.5" (97%) Weight: 20lbs 8oz (90%) Head cir: 44.5 cm (75%)

Trip to NH

I didn't have time to finish so I will update it later.

Happy Birthday Garrett

Here is a quick look back over the past two years! They have been the best two years of my life the hardest but the best! I love Garrett so much it is such a blessing to have him in our life. Happy second Birthday Baby! I tried to get a picture of him without the pacifier but he just screamed. I will have to retake a better one later.