One Month

It's been one month since we said goodbye to our angel baby. I am feeling much better emotionally don't get me wrong I'm still sad but I'm having more good days than bad. Thursdays are still hard becuase I'm still counting my weeks last Thursday I though today I would be 16 weeks and feeling my baby start to move and I still have my bouts of jealousy when I see other pregnant mamas and read their posts on facebook but I'm sure time will also heal that. I can't wait to try again and am wishing for a healthy happy 9 months!!!

Garrett's Stitches

We don't know what happened but from what Garrett tells us he fell down the stairs and hit his chin on the base of the railing. After a 4 hour trip to Childrens Hospital he got 5 stitches and now has what he calls a "cool boo-boo" to show off. Thankfully Miah had the day off and took him. I don't know if I could handle watching the doctors tie my baby down and stitch him up. Garrett says he doesn't want to go back to the hospital so I wont tell him we have to go back to get his stitches out.

My Boys

I feel so thankful for these two guys! I took these pictures of them this morning before church they looked so handsome in their matching outfits. Miah always gives me a hard time for making them match but they are just too cute and I can only get away with it for a little bit.

Update on baby #3

Results from the Ultra Sound weren't good the baby was measuring 6w3d with no heart beat and the sac was measuring 7w2d my OB thinks it was probably a Chromosome abnormality that stopped the babies progress sometime in the 6th week. I know there is no way I am that far behind as I got a positive pregnancy test at exactly 4 weeks pregnant and saw the babies empty sac at 6w. I will have one last ultrasound next Tuesday before scheduling a D&C I just need to be 100% sure. I am super sad but I have faith that this babies spirit is in loving arms! Thank you everyone for your support and prayers at this difficult time!

Test Results

My test results are in and my hcg is at 74,529 progesterone 17.9 both are good and well within the normal range. I am really hoping I am just not as far along as I think and my OB was so wrong and screwed up the US. We have another formal ultrasound with the nice big machien Tuesday at 11:45am keep us in your prayers!